Sunday, October 10, 2010

change me back..

lame mmg lama ael ta update blog neh..for what nak update? luah pon tak guna....ael ade byk citer dan, tak tau d mane nak mulakan..ermm, ael rse ael makin tak kenal spe diri ael yg sbenarnyer...ael rse kosong..empty..hollow mcm siter bleach tuh..so entry sblom neh ael buat tanpa perassan yg pasti..tapi, ael rse nak peluk someone and cry..kalau bleh ael nak peluk someone neh kuat2..nanges puas2..tapi bkan kat lady, ael still mencari kawan sejati yg dpt pham diri ael..tp siapa?

ael didik diri sendiri supaya jd sorang yg tabah, kuat semangat, dan kuat..dlu ael rse ael ta perlukan lelaki utk hidup, tapi kalau hidup sorang dgn siapa ael nak kongsi sume citer hari2 ael? dgn spe ael nak kongsi sedih? sume org ada keinginan nak hidup bersama seseorang..tapi ael dapat sayangkan seseorang tu diam2 jer..sbb ael rse ael ta layak mcm gadis lain..ael bperangai kasar..tomboi..ael tau bermanje tapi ngan spe ael nak bmanje? (family ofcoz laa)....


sejak dua menjak neh, ael slalu rse kosong, room mate ade suarakan something tentang diri ael.. abes klas kalau tak der keje or keje dah abes..ael akan baring pandang syiling kipas, tkebil kebil..nak bborak tp tak tau topik apa nak citer..bila kit dah sayang seseorang kita tak dapat nak bg tau dia..pandang dia pon hati dah tak tentu arah..suara dia slalu tngiang2 kat kotak kepala.............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

im looking for somethin'...

i love him.i love his lips. i love his eys.his arm.and voice.i love him. i love his soul.i love his character,with his warm smile........

now, my precious drawing was burned out, mak kte sume tu wat semak. serta merta sehelai perasaan aku terbang menghilang....bila ikatan tu ada? hrmmm

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